Posted on Jun 27th, 2007
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Aponi
I am surprised by anything my son does. He is an amazing god in human form.
Susanne
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Posted on Jun 28th, 2007
by Aponi
My weakness is my doubt. I question everything, analyze it, flip it to see every angle, ponder every option imaginable. In this new knowledge, I see that these thoughts are good in that they help me disern from a want and a don't want. Now I know that those "don't wants" must be like fleeting clouds in a the sky on a windy day. I now strive for concentration on what I do want and let go of what I do not want.
I am much happier, no matter what I have now that I do this.
Namaste,
Susanne
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Posted on Jun 29th, 2007
by Aponi
When I look at my son, and I realise he is a god incarnate, I am awed by his smiling face in return to my realisation. He knows I recognise him for who and what he really is. This promotes an exchange of Love and Understanding between us.
If someone can see in me what I see in my son -- THAT is the greatest compliment I could be afforded.
Namaste
Susanne
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Posted on Jun 30th, 2007
by Aponi
As a child I loved to write. In the Fourth grade I wrote a novel, 325 pages about a Nancy Drew like character. I even designed the cover and put an "about the Author" in the back of the "book". I hand-wrote this "book" and placed it in a binder to keep.
My teacher, Mrs Schneider, took me to the Young Author's Convention, in downtown Miami where I grew up. I was inspired to continue to write from what Mrs Schneider said to me. "Never stop writing. No matter what happens in your life; you have a gift and you should always cultivate it."
To this day, I continue to write. I use poetry to express myself because it is the quickest and most emotional form of writing I have ever known.
Thank you Mrs Schneider. You are my Inspiration.
Namaste
Susanne
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Posted on Jun 30th, 2007
by Aponi
In this craziness I have created for my life; in this person I have intended and manifested, I have found a wonder like a child on Christmas morning. All the thought and intention toward what I chose to want for my life has manifested. And looking back through these awakened eyes, I can see I have done this -- lived by the Secret -- all my life.
I have always been amazed at how what I really, really wanted, I have recieved. I would hold that thing (whatever it was) and pretend I already had it. At night, in bed before sleep, I would pretend it was here. I would talk to the person I wanted to talk with, enjoy the thing I wanted to have, be in the place I believed myself to be. And BAM! Like the Secret says, it manifested itself. I never wondered how. I simply held a dream and cultivated it.
Friends in school would always wonder how I could date whomever I chose. I was not the thinnest, prettiest, most popular person -- however, I never failed to be with the person I wanted. I now understand exactly what I was doing. I was living as if that person were with me, attracting them to me like a magent. And it was when I acted, made myself known, or made my intentions known, that I found that very person I wanted in my life wanted me in theirs as well.
How wonderful that the Mind of a Child is where we need to return.
As children we create places, things, beings, friends, etc... And as we grow up, we are taught to put that ability away. That THAT ability is inmature, childish, never going to get you where you want to go...
But it is the exact OPPOSITE.
Be a child: play with your imagination.
Pretend it (whatever it is) is here, with you.
Enjoy it for when you do, it will come.
I am the living manifestation of this truth. Everything I have had, have now, and will ever have is the singular concentration of my imagination manifesting in reality what I have dreamed about.
Try it!!!
Namaste
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